Lost Love

Where are you my Love ?
You who were there when I most needed a roof;
You who has always read
In my heart incomparably,
Perceived this sinister state which tears
My being far from appeareance.
Yes, you cared for my soul without running away,
I proclaim it without shining!

Where are you my Love ?
Do you remember our virtuous story?
Do you think about it before you fall asleep,
When comes the glorious night?
Or am I the only victim of my illusions of hope,
Turning round in the depths of purgatory,
Rotting, lifeless?

Where are you my Love ?
I find you by chance in a short letter,
Frozen sentiments
In a moment that slipped into the past.
With pallor,
I contemplate the pain that’s shortening.
Absurd juggler
Victim of the torment that drips
These taciturn emotions.

Where are you, my heart?
If the errors make it stronger,
They also seem to be able to kill, sometimes.
I’m dying of fear at home,
Surrounded by a wry decor,
In weightlessness …
Great dismay, or I don’t know, yet.

The mind replays what the heart can’t forget;
Mourning a person who is still alive,
What a strange idea.
It’s disturbing to imagine
Becoming perfect strangers,
I believe that part of me will await you in perpetuity here,
O my love.